The depth of life...

One may understand everyday life and how to maintain life's goals. Yet, certain instances life may throw a curve ball and strikes are made. Giving up can only produce failure. Learning to maintain stability when everything around you seems to fight for its own stand in your life gives you the faith to realize this fight is not yours but the Lord's. Trusting God's will can be as simple as saying yes to God's will and yes to God's ways. Never allow circumstances to define who you are and where your going in life. If God is for you who can be against you? Life is living out your calling and when you go against God's divine order for your life, life then becomes a struggle. Who can wrestle with God and win? Not I, today and until my sword hits the sand~I shall say yes lord to your will and your way. A rose from concrete...A diamond in the rough...Pain is my wisdom and love is my direction....God is love...Compassion and light in dark places is my courage that all things are possible through Christ Jesus that strengthens me. Never let your dreams and goals suffer because of life's difficulties...Difficulties are the very reason we are who we are today: Lawyers, doctors and even prophets. Let the wisdom of God's word feed your soul. So shall the soul prosper...

I am getting closer and closer to reaching my goals.

I woke this morning realizing how much closer I am to the goals I have set. I started out looking at the trees but missing the Forrest and all its hidden beauty. Not settling for the fruit (apple) from the tree but seeking the wisdom that God gives freely, I desire the whole tree``the tree of wisdom. I desire to reach not only the wisdom of a Bachelor but the full extent of a Master. I desire to grow and bloom like a rose from concrete. Virtuous is my name and who shall deny me? For God has his hand on my life and I am driven by his divine order. Who can take that from me? What gifts God give, he gave them to me and it is written on the wall; they are mine. So shall I flourish like a palm tree planted by the rivers of water and in due season so shall I prosper. For faith without works is dead...Unconditionally trying to understand life and why it does not always play the music that I would love to dance by. At times I have a sad country love song when I am only familiar with soul and how it flows expressing the norms of life. That is God's plan on my life removing me from what is comfortable into the wilderness of change~~only faith can bring me out.....Molded into the woman God would have me to be!!! Gold may shine and sliver may have brilliance but the glory of God on my life shall forever be the light that guides me. Closer shall I be to the goals set with focus and humbleness. I know who I am....What I want from life is written across my heart by the author of my faith.....So shall it be!!!!

My thoughts today on wisdom....

You know we pray for wisdom and don't realize just exactly what we are asking for. Wisdom is the pain of learning life's lessons. We as adults never grow up in God's eyesight. We will forever be children. As an adult, I have put away childish things but in essence have I? Do I long for what made me happy but was not good for me? Or do I have the wisdom in knowing that life can only offer two thing; a life that will either bring me closer to destiny's purpose or take me further from it...I have been through all forms of struggle and I am not afraid of change...Yet, emotionally I am still vulnerable. My heart loves to love and tries to heal all form of ills of this world. In people do I find the mystery of God's love~everybody has a small piece of the love of Christ in side of them. Looking pass the human nature of a person and seeing God's hand in their lives builds trust and then I am crushed emotionally because everybody isn't the same..Disappointment sets in...I am like a sumurai covered in armor and my heart is well protected...I live life not totally counting myself out but tip toeing through a maze that I built and have now trapped myself~~~????Wisdom is learning to overcome adversity without a cruel word and walking tall honoring life, learning to love unconditionally and feeling the right to be released from all forms of negativity is liberating...Yet, the pain of wisdom....Though, I ask to be wise``I pray that God will give me wisdom so that I may endure all goods and far pass all bads while growing into the woman he would have me to be...HE=God...In time, I to shall rise like a rose from concrete and the example of a birthing lotus flower```I 2 shall rise....Angelia Davis

I woke up think????

I woke this morning thinking where exactly does God want me to go and when? I feel My purpose and I need God's hand in mine in order to do a work that is pleasing in his eyesight. I love to write but for some reason, I am not excited about this 8 page paper I have to write for my final. Its a good topic. Madam C. J. Walker, the first African American Woman who became a millionaire selling hair products. I am interested in what footsteps she took to help her achieve this goal. Yet, there are so many aspects of life that I ponder over. I am a procrastinator. I do my best work under pressure. I can not explain why??? Either way, I give God the glory for all that I accomplish!!! I love you, Jesus. Without you I do not know where I would be. I am forever asking you to bless my family indeed and give them the blessing of Jabez...I love you, Lord!!! I honor your holy name. Praises will forever glorify your name!!! Your angelic one, Angelia Patrice Davis-Smith

Just thinking...

I sit an ponder what life would be like after all is said and done. After I have achieved goals that I have set out to accomplish...I am blessed--So I will say and speak things as though they are: I want to own my own shop for the purpose of helping young ladies in my hometown (community) to understand business matters and how to deal with the public(social skills)while earning a small percentage in the process. I want to publish books for all ages. I want to publish anointed books that will bring deliverance and loose strongholds as well as bondage. I shall be a juvenile probation officer. I love kids, I feel that is my purpose here on earth, to truly love and guide children in the right direction. I claim all these things done in the name of Jesus!!! I do not waste time on petty things that the world may produce. I am more concerned with God's will and his purpose on my life. That is what keeps me moving toward my goals in life. I pray that I never leave my destiny's track. I pray that I stay in the will of God. I do know when I am in the will of God my prayers are answered and a hedge of protection always covers me...To God do I give all the glory....ADS

UPDATE --ATGEN (AMERICA THE GREAT EVICTION NOTICE)

WELL, MY DADDY HAS BEEN WORKING MORE AND DRINKING LESS. HE DOES NOT HAVE TIME. HE WORKS 8 HOURS SHIFTS AND ONLY HAS TIME TO COME HOME AND TAKE A BATH AND GO TO BED AND THEN HE IS CALLED IN TO WORK ALL OVER AGAIN, AND THE CYCLE OF WORKING HARD BEGINS...HE IS ON A CALL/TEMP SERVICE BUT IF YOU PROVE YOURSELF TO BE A HARD WORKER YOU ARE HIRED PERMANENTLY...ITS REALLY A GOOD THING, I PRAY THAT DADDY WILL DO WELL ON HIS JOB. I PRAY THAT GOD WILL PLACE GODLY PEOPLE AROUND HIM TO HELP HIM FIND HIS CLASSY SIDE AGAIN. I PRAY THAT GOD WILL CHANGE ALL HIS WORLDLY WAYS AND FILL HIM WITH SPIRITUAL WAYS, JOY AND HAPPINESS..I PRAY THAT GOD WILL PLACE A GOOD WOMAN OF GOD IN HIS LIFE TO HELP HIM GROW STRONGER IN GOD AND HELP HIM REALIZE HE IS STRONGER THAN HIS ADDICTION. I PRAY THAT ALL THINGS THE ENEMY HAS TAKEN FROM HIM GOD WILL BLESS HIM DOUBLE FOR HIS TROUBLE..I PRAY THAT HIS DESIRE TO PLEASE GOD GROWS STRONGER AS HE SEES THE WILL OF GOD IN HIS LIFE...I PRAY THAT GOD WILL TOUCH HIS HEART AND HEAL HIM OF ALL PAIN AND PAST HEARTACHE..PRAY ALL THESE THINGS IN THE NAME OF JESUS...I PRAY THAT GOD WILL CONTINUE TO BLESS HIM AS HE PAYS HIS TITHING AND OFFERING..I ASK THAT YOU LORD JESUS NEVER LET HIM BE ASHAME FOR SERVING YOU...HELP HIM LORD SEE YOUR WILL IN HIS LIFE, HELP HIM LORD LEARN YOUR WILL IS THE BEST WAY...LORD JESUS FIGHT HIS BATTLE SEEN AND UNSEEN AND LET NOT THE ENEMY DECEIVE HIM ANY LONGER PLACE A PROTECT HEDGE OVER HIS LIFE AND OPEN HIS SPIRITUAL EYES TO SEE THE TRUTH AND BE NOT FOOLED BY DECEPTION OR A JEZEBEL SPIRIT. LORD IF THIS WOMAN NAME ELAINE IS NOT WHO YOU HAVE WILLED IN MY DADDY'S LIFE REMOVE HER FROM HIS LIFE AND SEND IN A RUTH/SARAH WHO WILL HELP HIM THROUGH ALL HIS TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS ONLY TO STEP FORTH A STRONGER HOLY SPIRIT FILLED MAN OF GOD..AMEN LORD JESUS I CLAIM ALL THESE THINGS DONE IN CHRIST JESUS NAME...AMEN

Update: America the great eviction notice

Today my daddy went to orientation @ 8:30am this the job, I prayed for @ EDP. God is a good god that anwsers all prayer. I thank you for all that your doing and have done and will continue to do Lord Jesus. I ask that you just continue to lead my daddy down the path of righteousness. Lord I ask that you make a way out of no way here @ 105 sheppard st where man says! No! Lord Jesus please prove man wrong. Lord I ask that you bless us all with favor on our life and protect us all from sickness and dieases. Keep us all covered with your blood. Lord, please continue to help my daddy modify his drinking and control it lord I ask you to remove drinking from his life through your loving kindness and healing power. Lord remove slates off his eyes, and bless him to be a blessing to others. Teach him how to understand ways of life that are aceeptable in your eyesight and and his judgemental thinking needs to be canceled out. All hinderences within him lord I ask that you remove them and given him the strength and self esteem to flourish in the name of Jesus...Amen and thank you Jesus for your great blessing you have bestowed on my daddy's life...Your angel in the making, Angelia