I am getting closer and closer to reaching my goals.

I woke this morning realizing how much closer I am to the goals I have set. I started out looking at the trees but missing the Forrest and all its hidden beauty. Not settling for the fruit (apple) from the tree but seeking the wisdom that God gives freely, I desire the whole tree``the tree of wisdom. I desire to reach not only the wisdom of a Bachelor but the full extent of a Master. I desire to grow and bloom like a rose from concrete. Virtuous is my name and who shall deny me? For God has his hand on my life and I am driven by his divine order. Who can take that from me? What gifts God give, he gave them to me and it is written on the wall; they are mine. So shall I flourish like a palm tree planted by the rivers of water and in due season so shall I prosper. For faith without works is dead...Unconditionally trying to understand life and why it does not always play the music that I would love to dance by. At times I have a sad country love song when I am only familiar with soul and how it flows expressing the norms of life. That is God's plan on my life removing me from what is comfortable into the wilderness of change~~only faith can bring me out.....Molded into the woman God would have me to be!!! Gold may shine and sliver may have brilliance but the glory of God on my life shall forever be the light that guides me. Closer shall I be to the goals set with focus and humbleness. I know who I am....What I want from life is written across my heart by the author of my faith.....So shall it be!!!!

My thoughts today on wisdom....

You know we pray for wisdom and don't realize just exactly what we are asking for. Wisdom is the pain of learning life's lessons. We as adults never grow up in God's eyesight. We will forever be children. As an adult, I have put away childish things but in essence have I? Do I long for what made me happy but was not good for me? Or do I have the wisdom in knowing that life can only offer two thing; a life that will either bring me closer to destiny's purpose or take me further from it...I have been through all forms of struggle and I am not afraid of change...Yet, emotionally I am still vulnerable. My heart loves to love and tries to heal all form of ills of this world. In people do I find the mystery of God's love~everybody has a small piece of the love of Christ in side of them. Looking pass the human nature of a person and seeing God's hand in their lives builds trust and then I am crushed emotionally because everybody isn't the same..Disappointment sets in...I am like a sumurai covered in armor and my heart is well protected...I live life not totally counting myself out but tip toeing through a maze that I built and have now trapped myself~~~????Wisdom is learning to overcome adversity without a cruel word and walking tall honoring life, learning to love unconditionally and feeling the right to be released from all forms of negativity is liberating...Yet, the pain of wisdom....Though, I ask to be wise``I pray that God will give me wisdom so that I may endure all goods and far pass all bads while growing into the woman he would have me to be...HE=God...In time, I to shall rise like a rose from concrete and the example of a birthing lotus flower```I 2 shall rise....Angelia Davis

I woke up think????

I woke this morning thinking where exactly does God want me to go and when? I feel My purpose and I need God's hand in mine in order to do a work that is pleasing in his eyesight. I love to write but for some reason, I am not excited about this 8 page paper I have to write for my final. Its a good topic. Madam C. J. Walker, the first African American Woman who became a millionaire selling hair products. I am interested in what footsteps she took to help her achieve this goal. Yet, there are so many aspects of life that I ponder over. I am a procrastinator. I do my best work under pressure. I can not explain why??? Either way, I give God the glory for all that I accomplish!!! I love you, Jesus. Without you I do not know where I would be. I am forever asking you to bless my family indeed and give them the blessing of Jabez...I love you, Lord!!! I honor your holy name. Praises will forever glorify your name!!! Your angelic one, Angelia Patrice Davis-Smith

Just thinking...

I sit an ponder what life would be like after all is said and done. After I have achieved goals that I have set out to accomplish...I am blessed--So I will say and speak things as though they are: I want to own my own shop for the purpose of helping young ladies in my hometown (community) to understand business matters and how to deal with the public(social skills)while earning a small percentage in the process. I want to publish books for all ages. I want to publish anointed books that will bring deliverance and loose strongholds as well as bondage. I shall be a juvenile probation officer. I love kids, I feel that is my purpose here on earth, to truly love and guide children in the right direction. I claim all these things done in the name of Jesus!!! I do not waste time on petty things that the world may produce. I am more concerned with God's will and his purpose on my life. That is what keeps me moving toward my goals in life. I pray that I never leave my destiny's track. I pray that I stay in the will of God. I do know when I am in the will of God my prayers are answered and a hedge of protection always covers me...To God do I give all the glory....ADS