Wednesday, July 28, 2010

My thoughts today on wisdom....

You know we pray for wisdom and don't realize just exactly what we are asking for. Wisdom is the pain of learning life's lessons. We as adults never grow up in God's eyesight. We will forever be children. As an adult, I have put away childish things but in essence have I? Do I long for what made me happy but was not good for me? Or do I have the wisdom in knowing that life can only offer two thing; a life that will either bring me closer to destiny's purpose or take me further from it...I have been through all forms of struggle and I am not afraid of change...Yet, emotionally I am still vulnerable. My heart loves to love and tries to heal all form of ills of this world. In people do I find the mystery of God's love~everybody has a small piece of the love of Christ in side of them. Looking pass the human nature of a person and seeing God's hand in their lives builds trust and then I am crushed emotionally because everybody isn't the same..Disappointment sets in...I am like a sumurai covered in armor and my heart is well protected...I live life not totally counting myself out but tip toeing through a maze that I built and have now trapped myself~~~????Wisdom is learning to overcome adversity without a cruel word and walking tall honoring life, learning to love unconditionally and feeling the right to be released from all forms of negativity is liberating...Yet, the pain of wisdom....Though, I ask to be wise``I pray that God will give me wisdom so that I may endure all goods and far pass all bads while growing into the woman he would have me to be...HE=God...In time, I to shall rise like a rose from concrete and the example of a birthing lotus flower```I 2 shall rise....Angelia Davis

Followers

10-01-1973 what this date means in spiritual form

October 10--" Ten equals divine order of God"

1--One equals belonging to God for his service and great work-- Remember I am the oldest of four girls. The oldest child always belongs to God. Remember the first birth of Mary symbolic to the number one and God's only begotten son who did a great work for humanity.

1+9+7+3=20 which equals two--Two equals the number of convenant, mutuality, and accord--marriage and partnership it also can be described as a division where one struggles with oneself "spritual--joy, happiness wellbeing, growth or practical mental struggle, confusion, worldly life.

1+0+0+1+1+9+7+3=22 2+2=4 --Four equals empact by way of the four corners of the earth. Divine Intervention and acts spiritually that are commanded by God to encompass humanity and its planet. I have been called and choosen to do God's spiritual will*