Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Subtle MInd Exercise

I sit here honesty wanting to explain to you guys what I got from this exercise. I want to share my inner honesty so badly. Yet, I lost my disc. I can not give you the feed back that you guys shared with me (I posted to Melissa, Tiffany, and Melody blogs--Unit 5). Your experiences were all so very interesting. I really have grown to love and admire you all. Melissa has sent me a copy of our disc that we must use in order to practice our exercises successfully. MELISSA YOU ARE AN ANGEL , THANK YOU SO MUCH...guys, let me tell you, I am a perfectionist. Maybe a couple of months ago, I would be tairing myself apart trying to figure out what I did with my disc. Now, this is how I handled the whole situation: I went to my room, I tried to find the subtle mind approach from what I was taught from my classmate (what was stated in their blogs)~~they are wonderful teachers might I add. I really want to thank god for grouping me with such wonderful women. Ladies this is not ear candy--I am very out spoken and I take pride in being honest. So, anyway~~I went into my room. I sat down on my bed in Indian style (I have not done that in a while) felt great, I kinda felt young again. I begin to close my eyes--I thought about howto perform the mental process of excluding mental chatter--once I accomplished that --I began to take deep breaths--very deep--it was as if my body was not use to me doing this form of breathing. I realize I have been holding my breath, almost as if I am taking short breaths (we are all grown here ( what I am about to say may be embrassing for some but bare with me here), I realize that when my husband and I are making love I am holding in my breath to a degree that when I reach my point--I feel faint. OK I realize what I am doing and I start to take in deep breaths (maybe about 10 deep ones--from deep within) I feel so relaxed I just start thinking about how could I have misplaced my disc--with clarity I realized that I try to multitask "superwoman" syndrome. I realized that I am only one person, and I can only do so much in a days time. If I can not accomplish the job of two women in a days time, its OK--just take deep breaths INHALE AND EXHALE--just thank GOD for things I have accomplished and the strength to finish what I started in due season. In essence, ladies (my sweet angelic friends) losing my disc was a blessing...I LOVE U GUYS--U AS WELL PROFESSOR...♥angie
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Anonymous said...

Angie:
You have certainly come a long way in a short amount of time. I re-read your blog entry about losing your disc. You were frustrated and angry at yourself. Now you are obviously being kinder and gentler to yourself. Way to go! You are a wonderful person.
Lucy

July 19, 2009 at 9:11 AM
Angelia said...

Thank you Lucy```you are the best SERIOUSLY~~your personality and show of love toward I and our classmates is so kind. I thank God for allowing me to meet someone like you..Your classmate--Angie

July 19, 2009 at 11:09 PM

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10-01-1973 what this date means in spiritual form

October 10--" Ten equals divine order of God"

1--One equals belonging to God for his service and great work-- Remember I am the oldest of four girls. The oldest child always belongs to God. Remember the first birth of Mary symbolic to the number one and God's only begotten son who did a great work for humanity.

1+9+7+3=20 which equals two--Two equals the number of convenant, mutuality, and accord--marriage and partnership it also can be described as a division where one struggles with oneself "spritual--joy, happiness wellbeing, growth or practical mental struggle, confusion, worldly life.

1+0+0+1+1+9+7+3=22 2+2=4 --Four equals empact by way of the four corners of the earth. Divine Intervention and acts spiritually that are commanded by God to encompass humanity and its planet. I have been called and choosen to do God's spiritual will*